Science, Religion, Politics and in the pursuit of truth – HappyPsychotic

I can’t figure out what to do with my life. I know that life is short and that fact motivates me to stop wasting time. The problem is that I can’t think of anything that is not a waste of time.

Guilt can turn into regret when you allow time to pass. Regret can hang on and bother you for your entire life if you let it.
I rarely feel guilty and I think this is a healthy thing.

All the crazy shit I did tonight
Those will be the best memories.
I just wanna let it go for the night
That would be the best therapy for me.

I’ve realized now that there is no purpose to life – there is nothing that can make me truly and completely happy. I think that there are many people in the world that feel completely happy but I think they’re living a delusion.

Way back when I was in high school, I remember my world religions teacher teaching us (the class) about Zen Buddhism and actually, he told us that was his “religion” (if it can be called that). The only point that stuck with me was that he told how ideally, a Zen Buddhist person would never hold on to any grudge or anything. Someone in the class even asked what he would do if somebody murdered his son and he said that he would be angry, but that he would try to accept it and move on with life. I laughed to myself when I heard that and though he was stupid. I don’t think he’s stupid anymore.