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Who we are

// March 30th, 2009 // 1 Comment » // Chris

Welcome to our Psychotic Ramblings!

Above all, this site is meant to help us and you use our brains.

Us by the way is Glenn and Chris – brothers with some similarities, and some differences. See our small bio’s below for more information.

Whether you hate or love what we say here, as long as it makes you think, we have succeeded in our goals!

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Why Psychotic?

The dictionary definition goes something like this:

Psychosis: A severe mental disorder, with or without organic damage, characterized by derangement of personality and loss of contact with reality and causing deterioration of normal social functioning

We figure since society is in general so screwed up and because we choose to think – about anything – that we should no longer be considered as normal social functioning individuals.

We are proud (and happy) to be considered psychotic!

On Racism

// January 17th, 2010 // 1 Comment » // Chris

On Racism:

Definition: a belief or doctrine that inherent differences among the various human races determine cultural or individual achievement, usually involving the idea that one’s own race is superior and has the right to rule others.

First off, I disagree with the definition regarding the superior nature portion – specifically I think of racism in broader terms, specifically an abstraction of a trait applied to a particular race – negatively or positively. Secondly it should be noted that there is no clear definition of what a race is from Anthropology. Here are some general notes:

  • any of the traditional divisions of humankind, the commonest being the Caucasian, Mongoloid, and Negro, characterized by supposedly distinctive and universal physical characteristics: no longer in technical use.
  • an arbitrary classification of modern humans, sometimes, esp. formerly, based on any or a combination of various physical characteristics, as skin color, facial form, or eye shape, and now frequently based on such genetic markers as blood groups.
  • a human population partially isolated reproductively from other populations, whose members share a greater degree of physical and genetic similarity with one another than with other humans.
  • Note a) is explicitly that this term “race” is no longer in use, b) specifically states it is arbitrary, and c) notes (typically a more biologically based argument) that there is often noted isolated reproductively from other races, meaning one race can not reproduce with another – which is clearly not the case to the dismay of fringe groups like the KKK and Catholics – oops, did I say Catholics?

Having noted this, a strong argument can be made that there are no “races” at all and hence racism is really a form of self hatred. Obviously there exists in society some semblance of understanding (without specific definition) that different races do exists, so we will proceed with the conversation.

My major thought on the definition of racism is that what is typically made as an accusation of racism is actually a vocalized form of exactly how are brains work and have evolved. You could even note that we have survived as a species (another term with no clear definition, but let’s move on) because our brain makes assumptions about “groups” of objects and applies traits to those objects. More specifically, I think our brain works like a giant modeling tool it constantly abstracts information from the world and applies to it pre-existing models [side note, this is why kids are so interesting sometimes because their models are not very well established hence can fluctuate wildly often leading to interesting notions, questions, comments etc] The brain for the most part trys to re-enforce its existing models by filtering contradictory information and enhancing supporting information (think Republican/Democrats here as an example or better yet, religion) This is the reason a paradigm shift is such a big deal – it forces people to HAVE to have their brain remodel information in the face of overwhelming evidence (not that this overwhelming evidence sometimes even makes a difference, i.e. young earth creationists) The brain requires this model because if it had to process each piece of input seperately it would be incredibly hard to perform even the simplest tasks, like getting dressed in the morning! Following that example, consider the brain has an excellent model of your own body (something it discovers quite young), an excellent model of your room (think of walking into a wall last time you slept in a hotel and woke thinking you were in your own bedroom) and even models time and events (how long it takes to do things, sequences etc)

The point is these models not only help us function, but are an incredible evolutionary step – simply because we exist! On a more general side, consider that we can’t learn to drive every single car, but we can drive every standard car because our brain abstracts driving as a model, same with hunting, reproduction, games, etc. We sometimes note that today was the “same-old same-old” routine, but really every time you do anything, it is completely a unique event! It is the braing that applies a model and generalizes the event to the model – puts it into the “box” as I like to say it.

So back to racism, it is not a justification for applying traits to groups, but simply noting that this is how the brain processes information, specifically it creates a model (in this case against a race) and applies attributes to that model in general as a SURVIVAL mechanism – nothing more. People who deny that they do this in any way are basically saying they have freak brains that don’t work right, something I have a hard time believing, but that is just my brains model speaking!

A Slumdog’s Life

// November 22nd, 2009 // 1 Comment » // Barry

I just finished watching “Slumdog Millionaire” (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1010048/) for the 2nd time.  It’s reminded me to think about the meaning of life and death.  Here’s what I’m thinking…the older brother Salim, throughout his whole life has this idea that life is about being somebody important with lots of money.  This seems very shallow on the surface, but I am certain that 9 out of every 10 people on earth are striving for this very thing.  The younger brother Jamaal has fallen in love with a girl (Latika).  Nothing else in the world matters except finding her and loving her.  At the end, I think Salim realizes that he has a perfect answer – he can find forgiveness from his brother (by returning his girlfriend) and he can escape from his life which he realizes is pointless (in a murder – suicide).  Sometimes I think that suicide is always the wrong answer, and sometimes I don’t.  Is there really much difference if you live 30 years or 60 years?  Is it better to go out with a bang (suicide) while doing something heroic vs. avoiding danger and living until you die of old age?  And is it a waste of life to focus your entire existance on 1 thing (like finding the girl of your dreams)?  Maybe Jamaal and  Latika don’t live happily ever after?  Maybe after a couple of years they find out they don’t really like each other and split up?  Would you say Jamaal had wasted his life finding her?  I don’t think so.  When there is no ultimate purpose of life, one idea is as good as the next.  while he was searching for Latika he had a purpose.  Whan Latika found out that she was not forgotten, she felt special.  Sounds like a purpose for life to me.

How about another movie called “28 Weeks Later”? (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0463854/)  Yes, it’s another zombie movie.  But there’s one part where they show the father of the family escape and run away from a house that is overrun by zombies because he is convinced that there is no way his family could possibly survive.  Of course, he’s wrong and his wife does survive, but I try to imagine what he was feeling as he continued to live his life.  Yes, he was still alive, but he had to live with the fact that he didn’t stand up for his family.  Which is better – to be alive and full of regret?  Or to stick by your principles and end up dieing?  I know I would go back in that house.

It’s not really depression

// March 21st, 2009 // No Comments » // Barry

It’s not really depression, it’s more like an anger at life in its boringness.  When I’m doing something really fun like going to a swinger’s party, I feel like I’m king of the world.  You’ve probably heard the saying that you should enjoy the down times in life because they make the up times sweeter.  Well, I think I’m getting stuck in the opposite – my up times are so fantastic that the rest of the time, my normal days have become so drab and boring that it often feels painful.  So should I try to bring more wild times in my life?  Or will that make the problem worse?  I’m still doing plenty of things that I think are “fun” but they just seem to be about half as fun as they used to be.
Glenn talked about “escaping reality” by reading a good book.  Yeah, that works, but I can’t read good books for the 40 hours a week I have to work.  Is that really the best idea though?  Just escape reality so the boring times go by quicker?  I guess I still don’t get the whole “live in the moment” thing with meditation and whatnot.  If 90% of my life is boring, why live in the moment?  I know I’m supposed to find the little happiness’s in everything, but they just seem so pitiful compared to a rockin’ swinger dance.  Maybe I should do more drugs and alcohol, that escapes reality right?  It just seems so weak to me.
I feel kinda bad writing this stuff because most of the people in my life are really great and I love them and they might feel bad and think they should do something to help me.  I just think this is my own demon I need to wrestle with.  Who couldn’t love a wife that likes having threesome’s?

If I think about it long enough, will I find an answer?

Costa Rica (Early Retirement part 2)

// March 8th, 2009 // No Comments » // Glenn

My wife and I recently returned from a week long vacation in Costa Rica.  We chose Costa Rica as it is our first choice of place to move for early retirement.  (see http://www.happypsychotic.com/250/early-retirement/)  While vacationing, we chose not to do much of the touristy stuff because we really wanted to try to get an idea of what it would be like to really live there as “one of the people”.  Now, we would never completely blend in with our pale skin (although we both tan quite nicely!), and we wouldn’t have a day job paying $2/hr (which is not uncommon), so we would probably always be noticed as “outsiders” to a certain extent.

Anyways, in a nutshell, we found Costa Rica to be all we had hoped for.  The scenery alone was utterly amazing and beautiful.  The temperature and weather was perfect (we had no rain and between 25-30 degrees Celsius all week – including the nights).  Everyone we talked to, from the real estate agent, to taxi drivers, to shop owners, to people on the street, were all very friendly and helpful.sunset Costa Rica (Early Retirement part 2)

The way of life there is so relaxed, it took a few days to get used to just taking your time wherever you go (I’m sure this has a lot to do with avoiding overheating yourself).  Some stuff is super cheap like public transportation and accommodations and other stuff is equal to Canadian/American prices like fancy restaurant food.  Since many people are very poor in Costa Rica, and there is no type of welfare system, I’m guessing there are ways to live very cheaply there (regarding necessities like food).

We always felt safe there, we were told by several people that there are very few violent crimes committed, but petty theft is quite common (to be expected when people are working for $2/hr)

The beaches, the wildlife, the landscapes and everything else was simply breathtaking and awe-inspiring.  When I left I was very sad and have already started planning a return trip for a longer period.beach Costa Rica (Early Retirement part 2)

Could I picture myself retiring there?  Yes, absolutely, as soon as possible.  I will be working on my Spanish.